Λβ*Β°β’ Papigoe π³οΈβπ π΄σ §σ ’σ ³σ £σ ΄σ Ώπ³π΄I enjoy meeting new people, but I just hope that they are amenable tae being just acquaintances. More than that puts meh at the edge of what I can cope wi. #RejectionSensitivityDysphoria #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Dysthemia.
@louche_librarian I suffer frae several mental illnesses. #MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent and #SuicidalIdeations for over 40 year. Add #Dysthemia #OCPD #PTSD and severe #SelfLoathing (Everything is well diagnosed). There are many times that I get this way...I hae nae control over it. My Psychotherapist and Psychiatrist hae me on both a treatment plan and safety plan. 3 attempts, one VERY close tae success (damnit), and ahv lost count of the times ahv been detained fur it lol.
I want a partner. I want tae #date. I suffer frae #SelfHatred so even if there WAS an attraction, I would sabotage it. My monsters do this tae protect the other person. This is the joys of #MDD and #Dysthemia with a lovely dose of crippling #OCPD. #IAmVeryBroken. The saving grace is that with my lack of desirability, none of the above is likely tae happen lol. #Depression #MentalHealth