#dysautonomia struggle rant
I've been dealing with #POTS for quite a while now. Now, for whatever reason, in addition to hr spikes when standing, my heart decides to be very calm out of nowhere. Like, to the point I can't take a beta blocker for the tachycardia, because when it calms down, I'll be dizzy. But ALSO when I'm 'normal,' I'm getting spontaneous body-driven waves of panic, which a beta blocker would help. But I can't. So?
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