I preface this with the warning not to crossfade intentionally or unintentionally if you don't have people with you or around you to help keep you centered. Also know how things will interact if you're able to, because even if you do, things may not have the same expierence at a future time.

Yesterday I ate half of a 60mg cannabis gummy to see how it would treat me

Well, it knocked me on my ass. I probably would have made music tonight when I got into a good enough space to do so, but then a pain flareup happened

Now, most everything affects me pretty strong and I haven't had any real cannabis based stuff in a very long time. With the flareup, I had a choice to deal with:

Either suffer in pain (no), or take my tramadol full well knowing it'll interact and I wasn't sure how it was going to do so as it's been years since I've had to do so. Once things kicked in from the pain meds, I had a panic response. It probably would have gone into a full paranoia episode if it wasn't for me gaming with friends

Now that I'm way past that, I'm more or less my basic self when I have to take my stuff for pain management. I can't wait to get my next series of back injections so I don't have to rely on it as much as I need to currently.

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