not much sleep last night… managed to hang on to one moment of a dream with a cat putting its front paws on my thighs as it stood on its hind legs w/ a danger of a door being shut on its tail… perhaps why i woke, or remember…
but still miss #DexterFishpaw 😻
one of the worst impacts of #TMS 🧠⚡️🧲 treatment has been not being able to retain my dreams as i used to…
which makes me worry about dementia which is being exacerbated by my isolation…
what a mess 😩
the vet that euthanized Dexter 7 months ago has sent me a calendar invite for an event 2 months from now as part of their ‘pet loss support’ service of remembrance
“Pets welcome in spirit only.”
wtf
dreamed that #DexterFishpaw tried to answer an olive-colored wall-mounted, push-button, shoulder-rest receiver telephone…
in optimism & grandeur…
😼
having the feels about #DexterFishpaw a lot lately… 😿
last night one of the roomie's #cats — who rarely visits me, & didn't care for Dexter much — plopped into Dexter's bed, where i've kept a few things. probably not comfy laying on his brush & nail clippers…
she laid there a bit but joined me in bed until ~2am — which she's never done… odd one 🤷🏽
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roommate's cats are inheriting most of #DexterFishpaw toys & catbeds…
putting his carrier in storage for now has me in the feels…
could use therapy, but prefer the aneurysm
🤯
Kitten triptych — an alert thwarted
not #DexterFishpaw but cute nonetheless
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another day… another zap
🧠⚡️🧲 🤷🏽
going through the motions…
😿
day long depression nap has me up late without sufficient and nonirritating distractions
the roommate's cats are sniffing around for #DexterFishpaw & it's sad, it's sweet, & kinda creeping me out a bit
i tried to get the tms setting increased to lobotomy but the nurse was more concerned w/ keeping her job than my health… such a selfish uncaring world
costs 175$ for a passport & no way to get to nowhere in mind
idk what i'm doing
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these pix are very romcom & 2 of my fave pix of the 14K that i've taken of Dexter
#DexterFishpaw has been by my side [or on top of me] to see me through some very dark times & provided much amusement & joy
i miss him so very much
if you want to see more pix of this beautiful creature…
of course, checkout --> #DexterFishpaw
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EDIT:
thank you to everyone who has boosted & contributed to keep #DexterFishpaw fed, housed, cared for
it has meant such a great deal to me
he has been the best companion for the past 15 years…
last night i had to take him to the vet ER… & unfortunately #DexterFishpaw is no longer with me
i am devastated, but wanted to thank everyone for their help in providing the best cat w the best life possible
–brent
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Brent Pruitt :: Artist