Natalie’s Spoons: magnetized, misplaced, and all bent out of shape since October 2024.
I hate depression...
My dog, aged 11, is sleeping peacefully. She's laying so still, that I find myself checking her to see if she's still breathing....
I know we won't have that much time left together. But the fear of it being over is driving me to tears, even though she's next to me and just sleeping all the walkies from the last two days off.....
I already fear how lost I will be without her. As when my depressions get bad, she's the one that makes me go on, because she needs me... What will happen when that incentive is gone..? When she's gone and I'm alone..?

Damn! I hate depression...
I haven’t done much at all today…in fact, I haven’t felt like much either.
Depression freaking sucks. #Depression #DepressionSucks
If you see someone post really negatively on social media (once, or on a regular basis) and you worry about them: reach out. Even if they're not open for actual help, you reaching out shows that people care.
Yes, I’m in a bad headspace. This ‘trauma work’ stuff sucks
Everything feels like a trigger. Even living #DepressionSucks #MentalHealth #PTSD