One more tear
I cried a lot after my hex ditched me and threw me off (kicked me off, to be honest) a cliff with a knife lunged in my back... I had been led to believe I could never make it on my own. I was told this by my then shrink, that assessed me with my GAF score, after the diagnosis of AuDHD.
My GAF score was determined at 54, which means, according to the scale it uses: "Moderate symptoms (e.g., flat affect and circumlocutory speech, occasional panic attacks) or moderate difficulty in social, occupational, or school functioning (e.g., few friends, conflicts with peers or co-workers)." The shrink explained to my then partner and me that it meant that I would need support, if I wanted to be "successful", and make it "in a good way". I think this was what really set off the gaslighting, as my hex then realized that she could use this to her advantage.
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