Forgiven Debts | Success Re-evaluation | Workout

https://realitybytes.xyz/2026/05/18/forgiven-debts-success-re-evaluation-workout/

It is Monday May 18th, and this #disabled man existing in #poverty is really truthfully struggling, from constant pain, to sleepless nights, hunger filled days, my blood pressure is on an continus rollercoaster, my executive cognitive function is declining, my hands don't work the way they should, vertigo keeps me dizzy and sometimes between bad knees and that I have issues walking, stooping or bending down, I fight with what I can eat today verse can I afford to take a shower and will I have clean clothes to put on, I have a near non existent disability income, that can not cover even a quarter of life today, every facet of my life hangs on a precarious precipice, I have no safety at all, I am begging for help to live, I am begging for compassion and dignity, and sadly it nearly never comes, what does trickle in on occasion is never even enough to offer breathing room, O it is greatly appreciated more than anyone will ever realize, but it is never really enough to even begin to weave a net of safety little lone take care of the urgent needs of the moment, people I am exhausted mentally, spiritually and physically, I need a major infusion of financial support, and I have never expected one person to bear the brunt of my burdens, rather I hope that all will help how they could, with the compassion empathy and understanding that if was them in need would they not pray for the same, I am 48, I am disabled and in poverty, and with no where to turn for anything, I have had a very hard life, how much longer must I be forced to fight and endure an existence void of compassion, empathy, support, respect, dignity, and safety, please I am not in a good place, please help me climb out of this hell of desperation today;

Please Help This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Today’s goal: $2198 for LIFE. Your support today could mean nourishment safety and dignity,

Urgent need: $20,978 To Live This Year, Monthly survival: $1,500 Short-term liberation: $25,000 to climb out. $5 million to build a stable secure and permanent home in where I could thrive within my confines.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

Poverty is expensive. Disability is exhausting. Hunger is violent. The world is indifferent. But your kindness can rewrite the script.

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I have a lot I need, and nearly all of my accompanying staples ie, seasonings can goods my potatoes and onions which are a semi required filler are depleted, I never seem to be able to actually get caught up on keeping my supplies at a sustainable level;

I have a cart full of #food to eat but lack the $350 to buy it, I have a cart full of personal care, hygiene, and household supplies but lack the $200 to buy it, I have a cart full of clothing that I need but lack the $400 to buy it, not to mention the rest of what I need to deal with, it is sad really, that in one of the wealthiest times in human history and in one of the wealthiest nations on earth, that anyone would be struggling with #poverty and #disability, and do so with so very little support at all, it really is sad that I have to beg for help that I most certainly never actually receive in any capacity to actually resolve the gapping growing hole of needs;

This Disabled Man Existing In Poverty, Is $2198 Away From Being Able To Afford To Take Care Of Myself And The Things I Still Need To Take Care Of This Month. Your support today could mean the difference between nourishment and starvation and some kind of stability.

This is not a request for luxury. This is a cry for dignity.

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A new study of about 80 individuals finds that metabolic disorder, as indicated by insulin and leptin resistance, are linked to decreases in memory, attention, and executive function in those with bipolar disorder.

Summary: https://medicalxpress.com/news/2026-05-metabolic-health-emerges-key-brain.html

Original paper: https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S2451902226000479

#Science #MentalHealth #MetabolicDisorder #Bipolar #Insulin #Leptin #Cognition

Definitely going to start using the term "postdrome" for that period just after a mood/psychotic/both episode in bipolar disorder. The days to weeks after that I've previously called an "episode hangover". Where you're not in the episode anymore but you're not better yet.

Someone I know does some of their "most stupid" things during that period. I can't relate but I remember this period after multiple episodes, especially back when I was still working and I had to return to work immediately after my hospital stay helped me get out of the episode. But also after I was no longer working and after one episode all I could manage to do was play Sudoku for weeks while it felt like I was rebuilding my brain.

Anyways I looked it up and postdrome specifically means "a symptom or set of symptoms that occurs after a particular condition has passed." Sounds like exactly the right term to me!

#Bipolar #MentalIllness #Psychosis

HELP IS NEEDED!

Today Is May 18th, And Your Expedited Compassion To Help Me Raise The Monies I Am In Need Of Will Be Greatly Appreciated.
URGENT, IMMEDIATE RESPONSE REQUIRED!
I have some urgent needs to take care of, your compassion and support are truly a lifeline for someone like me;

Urgent need: $20,978, Monthly survival: $1,500, Long-term liberation: $25,000 to climb out. $5 million to build a forever home and sanctuary for others like me.
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Had a pretty validating experience at work yesterday. One of my co-workers brought up how there should be a term for that post-episode period (mood, psychosis, both) where you're no longer in the episode but not quite better yet. This can last days to weeks. I know this period well.

When I spoke up to relate to that I mentioned how after my last psychotic episode, during that period, it was like I had to unlearn my delusions. Once I was on a med that kept the psychosis and mania away, the internal pressure and focus and inability to disbelieve the seemingly random shit my brain would put together was all gone but the delusions themselves were a bit like wheel ruts in a dirt road. I had to learn how to get out of them.

(That process is still ongoing, though very uncommon now. But it was worst in the first few weeks after.)

I didn't say all of that. But it was really nice to see other people have experienced this too

#Bipolar

Wonderful Day| Bird Set Free

https://realitybytes.xyz/2026/05/17/wonderful-day-bird-set-free/

A Beautiful Mind…Despite Brokenness

https://realitybytes.xyz/2026/05/17/a-beautiful-mind-despite-brokenness/

My Poetry | Luciano, A Funeral Dirge

https://realitybytes.xyz/2026/05/17/my-poetry-luciano-a-funeral-dirge/