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"I can focus internally... forever. no time. no space. just passion. and sometimes? genius.
I can focus externally? 10 minutes? every minute stretched longer and thinner... til I pass the event horizon of exhaustion and head fir the black hole of agony....
unless I rest and recuperate.
say? btw. I hear you're hiring. let's talk."
you know me. you know I want to post this. you know why
your thoughts
Reality check:
Doc?
Up to now, you've just been documenting how modern consumer culture FAILS our neurology.
#ActuallyAutistic #AutismAtWork #Psychology #MentalHealth
Pt 1 Autistic Resilience https://johnnyprofaneknapp.substack.com/p/doc-you-got-us-all-wrong-pt-1-autistic
Pt 2 CBT? Never Worked for Autistic Me… https://johnnyprofaneknapp.substack.com/p/doc-you-got-us-all-wrong-pt-2-cbt
Pt 1 & 2 https://johnnyprofaneknapp.substack.com/p/doc-you-got-us-all-wrong-pts-1-and
Reality check: Up to now, you've just been documenting how modern consumer culture fails our neurology.
We don't need no stinking mentors.
Or coaches.
Self-help books.
Neurodivergent gurus.
We need to develop our own folk culture. That supports our needs. And pass it on to our children.
You know... like humans do.
"Specialization tends to limit the field of problems that the specialist is concerned with. Now, the person who isn’t a specialist, but a generalist like myself, sees something over here that he has learned from one specialist, something over there that he has learned from another specialist—and neither of them has considered the problem of why this occurs here and also there. So the generalist—and that’s a derogatory term, by the way, for academics—gets into a range of other problems that are more genuinely human, you might say, than specifically cultural." - Age 83
Joseph Campbell #SarahLawrenceCollege Professor
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#StarWarsAudience education #HollywoodAudience education
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I witness very few in autism discussions and autism topics who bring up environmental influence, experience influenced. And being a specialist in a field has a huge influence on languages / jargon / etc.
#FWakeJargon /\
People may not have major problems of autism depending on the lifestyle and demands they are placed under. This topic gets into genetic diagnosis vs. subjective diagnostics in adults.
Binge on the most authentic autistic voice in podcasting.
7 decades of raw truth, real insights, zero yadayada.
I feel the same about #AutismAtWork #Autism #Autistic #ActuallyAutistic
"And so, emancipation for the negro was really freedom to hunger. It was freedom to the winds and rains of heaven. It was freedom without food to eat or land to cultivate, and, therefore, it was freedom and famine at the same time. And when white Americans tell the negro to lift himself by his own bootstraps, they don't own, they don't look over the legacy of slavery and segregation. I believe we ought to do all we can and seek to lift ourselves by our own bootstraps. But it's a cruel jest to say to a bootless man that he ought to lift himself by his own bootstraps. And many negros by the thousands and millions have been left bootless as a result of all of these years of oppression and as a result of a society that deliberately made his color a stigma and something worthless and degrading." - Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.
#FWakeBootstrap #FWakeLift #FWakeLiftSelf
#FWakeCruelJest #PeopleAsJoke #Stigma #FWakeStigma
#FWakeWorthless #FWakeDegrading
#FWakeSkinColor
The whole idea of "Freedom" in a world of 8 billion people all in competition.
That's exactly what went on in Nazi Germany.
::: Who Teaches MORALITY? #WhoTeachesMorality ?
Who teaches #AutismMorality ?
"Severely mentally and physically disabled people, as well as those perceived to have disabilities, were targeted because of Nazi beliefs that disabled people were a burden both to society and to the state. From 1939 to 1941 the Nazis carried out a programme of ‘euthanasia’, known as the T4 programme. The name T4 is an abbreviation of Tiergartenstrasse 4, the address from which the programme was coordinated." #FWakeT4
The fact that we look just like them? doesn't help.
To straight society we look... maybe speak... too MUCH like them.
So we autistics inhabit that same "ai-generated uncanny valley" that freaks them out so much. Handsome... with extra fingers. Professionals... with our Dockers on backwards.
As if we were "them" in Invasion of the Body Snatchers. Sparking the Creeps. Horror. Pitchforks.
And the harder we try to look like them? The more uncanny our mask looks. To them.
In a way? Dropping the mask... really... entirely?
Might be the smartest survival play of all time.
Maybe... let your freak flag fly, baby.
It is the only strategy worked... for me. Took me at least 6 years. Of exhausting work... simplifying my life. And painful mistakes.
So I can't recommend some fucking system to you. We all are different. Different situations. Skills.
But maybe? Bears thinking about?
Every step of my journey… hard as it was… decreased my pain. And today was worth it.
my autistic life...
failing upward toward collapse...?
succeeding downward toward joy...?
it's a quantum thing. the answer is simply...
yes.
#AutismAtWork #WorkSpace #WorkSpacePoetry
I've been reflecting.
I do not write about every autist's experience. I write about what I know. my own.
Like many writers, I hope I reflect on and communicate the universal in my precisely observed grain of sand.
Writing about myself? In this culture? Feels... oddly... a radical political act.
Your thoughts?
NETANEL
Johnny Profane Âû
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