Audubon Ballroon (he/him)Apr 11

I live in the Now according to Eckhart Tolle so I had no expectations of change before beginning the therapy. I was just open to the experience.

I have AuDHD so I can't collate all the changes from the therapy in my mind in a single moment; but this is what

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#abusesurvivor

Audubon Ballroon (he/him)Apr 9

***TRIGGER WARNING***

One of my childhood friends had a post about Elvis on their page.

I sourced an interview with John Lennon stating that Elvis had culturally appropriated Black Music:

https://mastodon.social/@audubonballroon/114011995574701949

They unfriended me.

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#abusesurvivor #neurodivergent

Audubon Ballroon (he/him)Apr 6

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Titicut Follies released in 1967

[I was raped at the age of 11 by white men.]

starts with interviewing a young white man who abused a 11 year old child

Difficult to watch.

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0062374

#movie #abusesurvivor #mentalhealth

Audubon Ballroon (he/him)Apr 3

Somebody else said:

"Grounding is so, so important because when we can feel ourselves in our body in the present moment, if you can feel yourself in your body watching me now and know that where you are is now, then you don't fear being in the then,

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#abusesurvivor #ptsd

 Aurin (ki, ki, kis)Mar 26

Alone and not alone: Implications for clinicians working with male survivors of childhood sexual abuse

https://icsatoday.substack.com/p/alone-and-not-alone-implications

#CSA #therapy #MaleSurvivors #AbuseSurvivor

Alone and not alone: Implications for clinicians working with male survivors of childhood sexual abuse

Adult male survivors of childhood sexual abuse face unique barriers to disclosure. This study explores their lived experiences to help clinicians create safer therapeutic environments.

International Cultic Studies Association (ICSA)
Audubon Ballroon (he/him)Mar 26

I wrote a computer program to scrape the internet for deaths in pig custody, Black historical figures etc.

I now have a list of 29,000 ish such dates.

When I saw it was Diana Ross's birthday today,

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#selfdevelopment #therapy #abusesurvivor #authenticity #blackmusic #blackmastodon

Show threadMiguel BrancoMar 25
I worked 54 hours a week for years, trying to build a life and a home from nothing. But living in a cycle of constant manipulation and abuse broke me. Yesterday, after the police and courts had to intervene, I chose my sanity and my soul over that house. Now I’m on the street, back to zero, but I’m still a fighter. I just need a hand to get back on my feet.
#MutualAid #HomelessHelp #Survivor #ChildhoodTrauma #AbuseSurvivor #DirectAid #EmergencyHelp #Gastritis #Anxiety #Support
Audubon Ballroon (he/him)Mar 19

Someone else said:

No one saw the three panic attacks that I had before I got to work in the morning. They just saw that I got to work late.

#abusesurvivor

Audubon Ballroon (he/him)Mar 19

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My brother asked me on January 10th where I had been raped at the age of 11. When I replied that it had been at his beloved school, he replied that he

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#abusesurvivor #blackautism #blackadhd #blackneurodivergent #blackmastodon

Audubon Ballroon (he/him)Mar 6

Safeline who provide the free therapy for me have asked me how they can reach the marginalized.

The first thing I've suggested is that they disassociate themselves from the pigs.

#abusesurvivor