もう疲れた!!
もう生を終えたい!!
ニンゲンのフリを一生懸命にしてきて、なんかいいことあったか?
💢💢💢
#発達障害 #自閉症スペクトラム #ADD #ADHD #LD #記憶障害
(※いつもの。自死はしないので通報しないでください)

No one is going to give me a fucking serious answer because I'm a weak minded piece of shit according to the majority of the internet…

But do any other autistic people have this relationship with spice where it's like… I'm not a super champ but I do REALLY REALLY enjoy certain foods like tonight I got a street truck paneer dosa and I'm SO hungry and my mouth thinks it wants more?? But also a few bites is enough and I don't feel capable of eating more even though I'm HUNGRY and it TASTES REALLY GOOD? But I just… can't… eat… more…

Like my "flavor" intake is maxed out EVEN THOUGH IT'S DELICIOUS I just can't tolerate a lot AND EVEN THOUGH I'm still ravenous…


#Autism #autistic #audd #audhd #adhd #add #arfid #low-appetite #taste #sensory-issues

But even setting that up would require me to do the work of WAITING - keeping the emotion silent for now but also close enough to the surface that I can bring it out at a scheduled time… (which is really the whole goddamn problem with me dealing with ANY emotion and trying to access it for writing at certain times)… And that's almost harder than just slowly suffocating the pain myself.


#grief #therapy #autistic #add #audhd #audd
DRAGONFORCE Add ALISSA WHITE-GLUZ (ARCH ENEMY, BLUE MEDUSA) to Their Lineup - Metal Injection

DragonForce have just announced Alissa White-Gluz as their newest addition to the line-up, and she's in the vocalist seat along Marc Hudson.

Metal Injection

#KBS:
"
Satellite flaw raises concerns
"
".. the fifth satellite, launched last year, completes its operational deployment within this month ..
.. major flaw has been discovered ahead of the full operational deployment of these military reconnaissance satellites ..
.. one CMG has failed on each of two satellites. .."

https://news.kbs.co.kr/news/pc/view/view.do?ncd=8549616

30.4.2026

#425SAT #ADD #EO #Erdbeobachtung #KAI #Korea #KORSAT #Radar #Raumfahrt #ROK #SAR #Satelliten #SpaceFlight #Südkorea

Satellite flaw raises concerns

[Anchor] This is the first military reconnaissance satellite launched by our military in Dec. 2023....

KBS 뉴스

Currently at the closest #REI to me, the one in Grand Rapids, and I always get so frustrated that they never have laceless pull-strap shoes for autistic people.

Fuck laces and the fine motor skills required to work on them, I deserve a pair of hiking shoes as much as everyone else.
#add #OCD #autism #hiking #outdoors

Plan fejler → selvbebrejdelse → ny plan, strengere denne gang → fejler hurtigere.
For hver gentagelse bliver planen mere rigid. Hvert fejltrin rammer hårdere. Det der skulle hjælpe, bliver kilden til skam.
KOMPAS tager en anden tilgang: systemet lærer dine faktiske mønstre og arbejder derfra. Ingen bundlinje at falde under. Ingen streak at miste.
Er der andre der tænker over eksekutive funktioner og selvledelse?
#ADHD #AuDHD #ADD #KOMPAS #Selvledelse #Obsidian

#ADHD #ADD #ASD

Just to make it bloody clear.

If you have ADHD you DO NOT PUT STUFF AWAY!!

Push it into a neat pile, by all means, but you DO NOT PUT IT AWAY!!

If you put it away it will never be used, and will just gather dust and guilt until it is thrown away.

Not a joke.

Multi-million dollar idea for Kong, famous makers of indestructible canine chew toys… (written, very badly, as a pitch)

Human-grade for all ages autism sensory support stimming “chew toys.” More like BITE toys (which I know you tend to discourage in your regular clientele [pause for laugh]) — but for those of us who are jaw clenchers / tooth grinders who need a way of feeling the pressure and relief of CHOMPING without slowly destroying the bits of enamel, dentin, and pulp extruding from my skull. All the fun shapes and sizes - big knobby ones - not “slim and discreet” for chewing but multidimensional and different shapes and corners and parts for different degrees of bite size / pressure. (Like a gummy bear, roughly as tall as a cell phone…)(You already make a balloon dog for the, uh, dogs… People could match with their pets! 😂)

……. (at the after-hours corporate party)

Annnnnnd in the adult's corner, we have the “Oh you're clenching your jaw, how about you bite on THIS instead, you naughty girl!” emotional and sensory support ball gag. Made by Kong. It's an untapped market! (Actually, I'm sure the puppy play people have already thought of this. But I'm saying it could be genuinely calming for a sub with this particular stim!) (I would also accept just a willy-shaped Kong toy. I feel like that could be quite cathartic.)


#Kong #chew-toy #chew-stim #puppies #biting #jaw-clenching #tooth-grinding #sensory-support #stimming #autism #add #audhd